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lyrics
I know I don't belong
I know I never will
If you see just what I've been through
You'll know just how I feel
The voices in my head scream over and over
Make me wish I was dead and it's all over now
Not meant to live like this
All the pain and ignorance
Has lead my life to this
The man in the mirror
The one staring back at me
He also is the man
I don't wanna fucking be
Looking for a place
A place to call my home
The only time I feel salvation is when I'm all alone
All I feel is pain
With words too hard to mend
I'll let it all go (let it all go)
With this gun against my head
It feels like shame
Will never let me be
I wouldn't be here now
If guilt would just leave me
I'm falling fast but the answer is clear to me
What's the point of living
If no one will catch me
I find it hard to sleep
When I close my eyes at night
Cause I'm slowly losing grip
On this thing I call my life
I brought this on myself
There's no one else to blame (no one else to blame)
And now I'm forced to digest
The mess that I have made
The voices in my head
Scream over and over
Remember what they said
When it's all over now
credits
released February 13, 2015
Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Kyle Christensen
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